February 2012
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tehblackbirdisincognito replied to your post: Avoidance.
Your therapist doesn’t sound very helpful. That’s shitty advice.
She just tells me I should go out because my hate for being around people isn’t healthy.
No, she’s really good.
She also told me hopefully I will find a better circle in med school.
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Avoidance.
I’ve been avoiding everyone and everything.
I don’t bother answering or even messaging anyone.
Yeah, it’s harder in reality, but I just don’t want to interact with anyone for some reason.
Not that I hate people, I just don’t know.
I just have this blank stare and I feel better without anyone giving me some sort of emotion.
I don’t want to talk to my...
I was just flexing and was like woah, I have muscles.
I have no idea how they occurred.
Must be all that book lifting.
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Mental Illness is NOT
A weakness
Laziness
Something to be ashamed of
Nonexistent
‘All in your head’
Something to make fun of
Something to be ignored
A reason to dislike someone
A reason to judge someone
A result of a persons’ shortcomings
Simple
A persons’ selfishness
Impossible to overcome
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Is it weird I’m counting down the days till I see my therapist on Monday?
I dropped my study session to go to therapy.
I really like her, I just hope she doesn’t disappoint me like other have.
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No, that's not OCD.
I’ve seen my uncle suffer from OCD for years after his brother died. I’ve seen how his OCD has eaten him alive and his family.
I don’t have OCD myself, but hearing others use it out of context irritates me.
Everyone seems to have “OCD.”
It’s like a trend, apparently.
Wanting to be clean is normal.
Wanting to be have a clean room is normal.
Wanting to...
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"Everything you do is bipolar"
Many of my friends and family cannot distinguish what is NORMAL BEHAVIOR and which is symptoms of bipolar disorder.
There is a HUGE difference.
“Everyone is a bit bipolar”
Not everyone is a “bit” bipolar.
You can’t just be bits and pieces of an illness.
You need to have MAJORITY of the symptoms to be considered ill and extremely unstable.
What you think is...
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Anyone has any recommendations for good...
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I don’t disclose about my mental illness to people in reality. I am rather open here because l can be anonymous. Ys, l am not ashamed of being mentally ill, l just don’t see the reason to tell others when my problems don’t mean anything to them. Most assholes are just curious, nothing more. Also l feel they will judge everything l do as a person with bipolar disorder even if the...
What are your thoughts about tumblr's choice of...
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*guy gross warning*
I don’t understand what is so disgusting about a girl on her period. (besides her moody behavior)
Men go “don’t tell me you’re on your period”
WTF.
Have you not learned in biology class how the menstrual cycle works?
Your sperm is released through urine, and we have the fortune to be in intense pain every month to release our unfertilized eggs.
Yeah, nature is so...
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I’m so tired of seeing this “you deserve to die”
“drugs/alcohol is bad for you”
“You’re going to hell for drinking etc…”
“People who do drugs and drink alcohol are disgusting, stupid etc…”
I’m tired of hearing this same bullshit from my South Asian friends.
I don’t drink alcohol or do drugs, due to medication...
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What it feels like to have bipolar disorder:...
No matter what, I’ll always put myself down.
No matter how well I’ll be.
It mostly has to do with having bipolar disorder.
There are days when I’m in a very bad mood, for no reason, and that’s the days when I cry at the person I see in the mirror.
With our constant mood changes, our self-images also change.
During mania, we have this sense that we’re beautiful,...
Reality is...
cannibalance:
thestoryofabipolarbear:
People with eating disorders worst enemy is not food, but themselves.
In order to help someone is not to “feed” them, but promote good body image.
I sort of wish people realized this instead of throwing food at me and trying to feed me, and trying to pay my boyfriend to feed me, and trying to trick me into trying new foods, and buying me protein drinks...
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Reality is...
People with eating disorders worst enemy is not food, but themselves.
In order to help someone is not to “feed” them, but promote good body image.
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I have a tendency to over-analyze everything.
I failed the most easiest physics test a college could ever provide.
I made simple organic chemistry reactions more complex than they already are.
I don’t see the point anymore.
I just don’t see why I was given the opportunity to go to college, have a good family, be able to be stable on medication.
Why me?
Seriously, why me?
My best...
I don t think l can study anymore. Ahh. My orgo professor s exams are so freaken hard. I can’t figure out one problem and it is eating me alive. Still have physics lab to do. Ah. I am just a complainer.
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I’m going on Friday to the psych ward to volunteer.
The same one I was admitted to a year and half ago.
I want to thank the doctors for giving me a medication that almost gave me infertility and breast cancer and also want to thank them to giving me the opportunity to finally see how fucked up some mental illness professionals are.
Ahahaa.
I love that hospital though.
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oneinavermillion replied to your post: Am I the only one who finds the stupid boy quizzes…
I despise most things in the girlish magazines. The only reason I even look in them is for drawing practice/outfit ideas for characters.
I remember reading these bullshit magazines when I was fucked up, they were sort of a mood-lifter.
Now that I’m back in reality, I can’t believe I...
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cannibalutopia:
i’d like people who self diagnose themselves with mental disorders to have one for a week and see how fun it actually is
Am I the only one who finds the stupid boy quizzes in magazines cliche?
They are so pathetic and honestly, make no sense.
I guess this is just another unpopular opinion.
I can’t read these stupid “girly” magazines anymore.
They do contain some good beauty tips though, but everything else in these magazines is bullshit.
Self magazine is a better choice than the other bullshit...
The Story of a Bipolar Bear.: deepsleepdream... →
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thestoryofabipolarbear:
deepsleepdream replied to your post: sheblindsyouwithscience replied to your post:…
I can’t get a psychiatrist to prescribe anything for add. My meds make me awfully tired and I keep gaining weight on them, my concentration is awful and it causes me to do worse in school, my…
Wait it’s hard to get those meds? That sucks :/ People really do use them...
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You made me feel like I was a monster. Honestly,...
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thestoryofabipolarbear:
I’m worthless worth living for. My life is important as anyone else’s.
I’m emotional wreck someone who can get through this.
I’m a failure fighter. I will win one battle at a time.
I hate myself the people that have made me this way. I’m not going to let them win.
This is all my fault. not my fault. I have no control over with what I’m born with or the events that...
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deepsleepdream replied to your post: sheblindsyouwithscience replied to your post:…
I can’t get a psychiatrist to prescribe anything for add. My meds make me awfully tired and I keep gaining weight on them, my concentration is awful and it causes me to do worse in school, my doctors have said I could benefit from add medicines but they won’t prescribe them…
Are you serious?
It’s...
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sheblindsyouwithscience replied to your post: sheblindsyouwithscience replied to your post:…
Oooh, I love lamictal! Haha. also, gabapentin, oh god…
I LOVE IT TOO.
It’s my life saver.
Aahaha.
^_^
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sheblindsyouwithscience replied to your post: sheblindsyouwithscience replied to your post:…
Ooooh, that’s interesting!!! My medication combination, or if I were on a more therapeutic doseage of antianxiolitics would totally knock me out, so I understand.. lol maybe I -don’t- have ADHD, or something..lots of crossover
ahah yeah.
I take abilify and lamictal.
I still love my ritalin,...
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sheblindsyouwithscience replied to your post: Managed to be the only asshole who did the organic…
Ugh… Story of my LIFE!!! I always did the homework, etc…. You’re not dumb!!!! D: and you’re probably not normal either, haha! Ritalin treats ADHD, but not bipolar…lol I have both, too. >< also, physics SUCKS.
ahaha. We’re not alone.
Yeah I know it doesn’t.
I have horrible...
Managed to be the only asshole who did the organic chemistry worksheet.
It was sort of funny because the TA was like did you guys do the worksheet, I didn’t want to be the only person who did it so I didn’t raise my hand.
Random.
I’m so scared for physics, the exam was so easy and I still failed.
I don’t know why I am so dumb at times.
I freeze for no reason.
I...
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I feel so bad for downloading books and stuff from online and putting it in my nook.
I downloaded probably 10-15 MCATs books.
I told my friend I’ll buy the books from her, but I found the same one online.
Ah.
I did spend 200 bucks on my nook, so I should at least get my moneys worth.
Right?
=’[
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“That I may understand the binds of the world’s innermost core together,...”
– Faust.
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….I feel too “normal”
I know I know, we all want to be normal, but this is slowly making me lose my personality.
I can’t think of any new ideas for my blog, I can’t seem to paint, I can’t come up with any silly jokes.
I’ve changed completely.
These medication has literally made me so normal, I don’t know what I’m feeling.
I have such good...
Ahahahaa OMG.
On my facebook status, I wrote about the research on autism, and my spanish teacher wrote this in spanish (but this is the translation)-I think the translation messed up.
“I REALLY LIKED WHAT YOU WROTE ON THE BRAIN OF THE AUTISTIC CHILDREN! YOU’RE A VERY STUDIOUS GIRL AND A SCIENTIFIC! YOU ARE GOING TO BE A GREAT PROFESSIONAL!MS. J.”
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My mother tried killing herself today.. Again.
bettixo:
I just.. I can´t even take this anymore. I´m sick and tired. This is NOT going to have a happy ending AT ALL and I don´t feel like staying here to watch it all. I wish I had never been born.
Oh man.
Why do I feel like this will be how my child will feel if I ever…have children.
I have no words that would help you, except if you need any support, I’m here and so are...
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triggering.
Every time I wait for the train, I can’t stop thinking of jumping on front of the tracks.
I haven’t been suicidal for a very long time and haven’t attempted since a year and half.
I can’t stand still when it’s coming.
I lean on the dirty wall.
I can’t stop thinking of those several months when I would go take the train to 34th street three times a week to...
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sickandstrong:
Hey everyone! I’m participating in Relay For Life this year, and I’m hoping for some help from you fantastic bloggers. (If you don’t know what Relay is, please click here!)
If you follow me, you know that I just finished over four months of chemotherapy. Cancer wasn’t something that I thought would happen to me, at least not at the age of twenty, but it did. I didn’t plan on...
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isnotahero replied to your post: I can’t believe it took me 2 hours to do ONE SIDE…
i assume there’s only one? if so..at least there’s only one
it’s a 2 side sheet. =[
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I can’t believe it took me 2 hours to do ONE SIDE OF THE WORKSHEET. =|
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life-kills-us-all replied to your post: “What is the most effective way teens have sex? …
… Both those answers are stupid anyways. The most common reason teens have sex is hormones, duh. =P
werd.
It’s not correct, but whatever.
It’s very selective and biased.
I just left it cause I was hungry(I know great excuse)
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“What is the most effective way teens have sex?
Drugs/alcohol or peer pressure”
This was on the questionnaire that my 13 years old brother and his group worked on.
I was suppose to make copies and I found that wording so odd. =|
I changed it “What is the most likely cause that teens have sex?”
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frksngks replied to your video: Probably first Indian song I’ve ever posted here,…
Sexy john Abraham…. lol
I LIKE THE SONG OKAY.
I LOVE MALE PROSTITUTES.
I didn’t wtch the movie, I was just at a friend’s house and she was watching the movie.
Valid reason.
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Ah…
dkdkd
I’m too scared to look at my weight, knowing I’ve lost even more weight due to my lack of consistency of my diet.
I barely eat because I can’t focus on a full stomach.
I don’t know what has gone onto me, it’s not even an eating disorder, it’s just lack of effort to eat because it just brings me down.
=’[
I’m probably like...