The Story of a Bipolar Bear.

….I feel too “normal”

I know I know, we all want to be normal, but this is slowly making me lose my personality.

I can’t think of any new ideas for my blog, I can’t seem to paint, I can’t come up with any silly jokes.

I’ve changed completely.

These medication has literally made me so normal, I don’t know what I’m feeling.

I have such good memory now, I’m not even kidding.

I can pick up on clues in a second.

My IQ has literally increased, and my visual skills have increased tremendously.

The most intense difference I see is how quick I can do mental math.

I’m not even kidding, I can do 4-5 digits in my head now.

Double them, add them, multiply them.

=|

Yeah, I’m probaly just delusional.

  1. honeydust said: i know how that feels. you almost feel numb, disconnected from yourself. this is why i usually end up quitting my meds, until i get so sick again and have to take the again :( i hate the whole process.
  2. octobertrees said: that’s awesome that you’re improving. the change is rough but it’s up to you to make it through. <3
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